In my mind~
Janine. 22 years old. Tall. University student majoring in Media Sciences/English Literature and Culture. Germany.
Full-Time Shawol. Part-time ELF, B2UTY, Inspirit, S♥NE.
11/11/06 JYJ European Tour, Berlin.
12/02/12 B2ST Beautiful Show World Tour, Berlin.
13/11/09 Super Junior Super Show 5, London.
Kpop. Rock. The Flute. Simply all types of music.
Kdrama. Games. Books. Simply Stories of all kind.
My cat. Baking. Video Editing.
Family. Friends. Life. Love.
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Irritates me when some fans do not want to see that SNSD Yoona and Sooyoung are almost anorexics.

This is purely subjective.

First and foremost, if you haven’t noticed, a lot of Asians, especially females, have small body figures. Sometimes it’s a genetic and other times they’re just naturally skinny. Maybe you seriously have not seen a lot of Asian girls which is why you conclude that Sooyoung and Yoona are “anorexic.”

In addition, you seem like an individual who doesn’t know a lot about SNSD and is straight up judging these two by the way they appear to you, but to tell you frankly, even SNSD’s personal trainer once said in a TV show that Yoona has a fast metabolism, that’s why she doesn’t gain weight as much as the other members. Also, Sooyoung and Yoona are the two biggest eaters in the group, with the amount of dancing they do, ironically the two are SNSD’s lead dancers, they appear to have lesser weight than the other members.

Lastly, one does not have any rights to judge another by their looks. Someone could be skinny and not be anorexic. What I can’t decipher is when others go around calling skinny people anorexic when they don’t know them in person. Also, just because you don’t live in a country where skinny girls are a natural thing, don’t assume that the rest of the people in the world are anorexic. It’s hurtful and shows how narrow minded of a person you are.

Opinions such as these, when shoved to ordinary people, not just to KPOP idols, is unforgivingly disrespectful. We do not have any authorities to call people names like these. Jfc society these days istg.

I have to agree with this comment. I actually am in Seoul right now so I see loads and loads of Korean girls each day and a lot of them have a body like Yoona’s or Sooyoung’s. Not all of them, sure, but even the chubby ones here aren’t even close to what we would consider fat in the Western world. I have yet to see a Korean that looks overweight. Anyways, if you are gonna call them “near anorexic” or “anorexic” then pretty much half of the girls their age here in Korea are.

Some of the girls here have such a small frame that I look like a monster next to them. And for your information, in Germany I’m the one that gets asked whether I’m underweight (then they see me eat and shut up cause yeah, fast metabolism). Sure, I’m 178cm tall, taller than even a lot of Korean men are, but I’m skinny… especially my legs and arms are. And these legs and arms, which look anorexic in a Western context, look totally normal here. 

Of course people can be anorexic, but one of the main symptoms of anorexia is that the person wants to get skinnier and skinnier, even if they’re already skinny enough. By that logic, Sooyoung and Yoona should keep losing weight, but no matter how much I look at photos of them over the time, their weight seems to remain the same. So…


"taemin.. im getting sick of this"

"he’s always front and center"

"…where is onew’s solo?"

literally look at what you guys are doing right now

I knew this would happen. And I know it will get worse once things are confirmed (if they do get confirmed, which at the moment it looks like they will).

There are multiple reasons I never wanted ANY SHINee member (yes even my bias) to have a solo album before disbandment. Solo songs on SHINee albums work and are okay, but a solo album to me means just so much trouble and worries that I can’t even get excited for this.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for Taemin. And I think bitter people who are bitter cause they wanted their bias to have a solo instead need to sit down and realize this is not about what they want, but what the SHINee members want. And if you ask me I think neither Onew nor Jonghyun (nor Minho or Key) are that keen on having a solo album. Taemin wanted it though, so it’s good SM gives him what he wants. And I’m happy for him.

But there are a lot of reasons I don’t really want it to happen. One of those reasons is the backlash, that will be especially bad cause this is Taemin, and from what I have seen, the consensus within Kpop-Fandom in general (not Shawols) is that Jonghyun and Onew deserve a solo album first and anything else would be a sin - or something along those lines. I am not a fan of drama in any form and I don’t need this. I don’t need fanwars between fans of different members and idk what else… and in Korea SHINee have a lot of Gaein-Fans and who knows how much support Taemin will really get for this. If fans of the other members will show up or if he is going to end up with only 1/5th of (K-)Shawols supporting him. I think the latter is not that unlikely tbh, and I don’t want that to happen. I don’t want him hurt. I also don’t want the gap between individual members’ fans to get bigger. I just… I can do without all of that.

I have a lot of other reasons I’m not a fan of this development… stronger reasons. But since this post was about the bashing I’ll keep it at this.

Whatever happens Taemin will have my full support in this. If it happens that’s all I can do. I’m happy for him, I really am, but I’m also worried and scared. For reasons. 

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amen sista

Vote me for president I will make all tampons and pads fucking free

Well… aids? Preventing unwanted pregnancy? Condoms protect us women too, after all.

Other than that, yeah, I totally agree that tampons and pads should be free. The amount of money I spend on them is ridiculous.

we’re coming for blood

we’re coming for you

f(sulli) teasers

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Like the stars that that illuminate the the skies…
I’ll always shine over you, you.
- Onew (Lucky Star Lyrics)
Start ignoring people who threaten your joy.
Literally, ignore them.
Say nothing.
Don’t invite any parts of them into your space.
- Alex Elle (via textposter)
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